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I've been reading these forums for a while now and tonight I've decided to introduce myself. I'm looking for a support network regarding my social anxiety.
I'm an ex methamphetamine addict and have been clean for 2 years. I've managed to sort out my whole life to the extent I have a beautiful fiancé a gorgeous 8 month old duaghter a nice home in a great area and a full time fly in fly out job where I reside in a camp facility for 3 weeks at a time. The problem I have is that I'm no longer on substances and have this overwhelming anxiety around people from work that I become tongue tied. It's impossible for me to make new friends becuase of this. I give of this nervous vibe that makes people nervous and I get the feeling people stay away from me becuase of it. I live like a recluse at the camp and barely ever eat dinner becuase I'm scared of running into anyone. I don't socialise at all I feel sick from it all. It makes me want to quit my job and use again to feel better. The problems getting worse and I'm reaching out to you guys for some support. I'm hoping to make friends with the same problem as me so we can relate to each other. Anyway ill keep it short and hope to talk to you guys soon
I've been reading these forums for a while now and tonight I've decided to introduce myself. I'm looking for a support network regarding my social anxiety.
I'm an ex methamphetamine addict and have been clean for 2 years. I've managed to sort out my whole life to the extent I have a beautiful fiancé a gorgeous 8 month old duaghter a nice home in a great area and a full time fly in fly out job where I reside in a camp facility for 3 weeks at a time. The problem I have is that I'm no longer on substances and have this overwhelming anxiety around people from work that I become tongue tied. It's impossible for me to make new friends becuase of this. I give of this nervous vibe that makes people nervous and I get the feeling people stay away from me becuase of it. I live like a recluse at the camp and barely ever eat dinner becuase I'm scared of running into anyone. I don't socialise at all I feel sick from it all. It makes me want to quit my job and use again to feel better. The problems getting worse and I'm reaching out to you guys for some support. I'm hoping to make friends with the same problem as me so we can relate to each other. Anyway ill keep it short and hope to talk to you guys soon
via Social Anxiety Forum http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f25/hey-guys-239378/
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