I'm so over not being able to tell people things!
I don't know who to tell about the self harming because even though I have good, supportive friends I'm terrified of not being looked at the same way by them as I'm usually the one making them happy and laughing when I can't even help myself, and same with my parents, I know they will try to be supportive but I don't want to disappoint them which is what I know I'd be doing. I don't have any other adults I can trust and tell things to.
This probably sounds so pathetic, I just don't know what to do, I know I should try the school counsellor but I don't want people finding out which I know is what will happen.
Sorry
I don't know who to tell about the self harming because even though I have good, supportive friends I'm terrified of not being looked at the same way by them as I'm usually the one making them happy and laughing when I can't even help myself, and same with my parents, I know they will try to be supportive but I don't want to disappoint them which is what I know I'd be doing. I don't have any other adults I can trust and tell things to.
This probably sounds so pathetic, I just don't know what to do, I know I should try the school counsellor but I don't want people finding out which I know is what will happen.
Sorry
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