I don't know if I'm even posting in the correct place..
Iam 22 with an abundance of different forms of anxiety, low self esteem, insecurities, trust issues and abandonment issues.
I have recently broken up with my boyfriend - he knew all of my issues, said he loved me, I was the love of his life. I told him my biggest fear in life was him abandoning me and I was afraid he would break my trust and never come back. And that's what he has done. Left me.
I don't even know why I am posting on this forum, I just feel so empty. I woke up this morning wishing I was someone else. I don't want to eat, I don't want people looking at me or being with people, I don't have many if any friends. I just feel like I want to curl into a ball and die. I don't want to commit suicide, I just don't want to wake up.
I went to my first counselling session on thursday..and I don't want to go back. I understand my issues, where they stem from and all I do at counselling is cry like a baby.
I just need some advice..something...anything.
Iam 22 with an abundance of different forms of anxiety, low self esteem, insecurities, trust issues and abandonment issues.
I have recently broken up with my boyfriend - he knew all of my issues, said he loved me, I was the love of his life. I told him my biggest fear in life was him abandoning me and I was afraid he would break my trust and never come back. And that's what he has done. Left me.
I don't even know why I am posting on this forum, I just feel so empty. I woke up this morning wishing I was someone else. I don't want to eat, I don't want people looking at me or being with people, I don't have many if any friends. I just feel like I want to curl into a ball and die. I don't want to commit suicide, I just don't want to wake up.
I went to my first counselling session on thursday..and I don't want to go back. I understand my issues, where they stem from and all I do at counselling is cry like a baby.
I just need some advice..something...anything.
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