Well, I didn't fail it, but I got a Level 1 on it. And that mark is rougly equivalent to what a D would be. So the percentage that I got was at about a mid-50s.
It was a brutal unit of math. The formulas were really hard to follow with the concepts really difficult for me to grasp. I've spent quite a bit of time on homework, trudging through problems that took me twenty minutes to solve per pop. I got to the review the night before, did a few questions, got them all wrong, and that was all she wrote.
Of course, everybody else killed it. What else would you expect when you go to a school full of f**king robot children that are good at everything? Seriously, everybody was complaining about how hard the unit was (which, quite truthfully, it was) and how difficult the problems were. The day comes where the teacher gives us back our tests, and he's handing out Level 4s like breath mints.
I'm f**king sick of this sh!t. I hate where I live because everybody in this town is so damn perfect. I hate how I can't be as smart as everyone else, or as skilled as everyone else, or as sociable as everyone else, or as good-looking as everyone else, or as athletic as everyone else, or as charismatic as everyone else., not as much life experience as everyone else..the list just goes on and on and on. It is so psychologically torturous and so emotionally draining to be in an environment where everyone is on a higher playing field than you are and no matter what you do, everybody is one step ahead of you. Can't connect with anybody, don't have any qualities that make me stand out from everyone else (omitting my exceptional ineptitude in many various facets of life). Either I really am a loser or every teenager in my city is a genetically enhanced machination programmed to succeed in everything they do. It's a nice town to live in, but god help me if this incapacitating envy doesn't gouge away at me first...
It was a brutal unit of math. The formulas were really hard to follow with the concepts really difficult for me to grasp. I've spent quite a bit of time on homework, trudging through problems that took me twenty minutes to solve per pop. I got to the review the night before, did a few questions, got them all wrong, and that was all she wrote.
Of course, everybody else killed it. What else would you expect when you go to a school full of f**king robot children that are good at everything? Seriously, everybody was complaining about how hard the unit was (which, quite truthfully, it was) and how difficult the problems were. The day comes where the teacher gives us back our tests, and he's handing out Level 4s like breath mints.
I'm f**king sick of this sh!t. I hate where I live because everybody in this town is so damn perfect. I hate how I can't be as smart as everyone else, or as skilled as everyone else, or as sociable as everyone else, or as good-looking as everyone else, or as athletic as everyone else, or as charismatic as everyone else., not as much life experience as everyone else..the list just goes on and on and on. It is so psychologically torturous and so emotionally draining to be in an environment where everyone is on a higher playing field than you are and no matter what you do, everybody is one step ahead of you. Can't connect with anybody, don't have any qualities that make me stand out from everyone else (omitting my exceptional ineptitude in many various facets of life). Either I really am a loser or every teenager in my city is a genetically enhanced machination programmed to succeed in everything they do. It's a nice town to live in, but god help me if this incapacitating envy doesn't gouge away at me first...
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