Yup... the gun shot to the head isn't happening. The gun isn't coming anytime soon. I just bought a bottle of tylenol extra strength and I just took the whole bottle. They say 20 can kill you ,but just to play it safe. I took the whole thing... I'm just waiting now.. till I die... :)... I feel so peaceful now... I'm so happy... this world is no longer going to have me in it. I'm not going to lie.. I do feel a lil regret. What a shame it really is... but what can I do now... I'm about to die.. it's happening right before my eyes.... I woke up today and I decided I'm going to die... I'm not bluffing anymore... I was reading about the tylenol and how much pain I will experience before I die with my kidney failure ,but I'm not scared. Oh no, not me not anymore. I was a coward ,but now I'm not.. I can already feel myself getting a little dizzy or maybe it's just me tearing up to much. Sigh... I'm sorry mom and dad... I never finish the suicide note... I don't think I am... if I die I hope you guys find this post...



I love you guys alot.... you've given me life... I'm sorry I have to go... if you wondering why I'm leaving just please think back to that one night you found me almost dead in my room. There was a reason I wanted to die then... ,but to bad you found me. I bought alot of shame to you guys...,but I feel so empty inside... ever since she left... I miss her... I really do miss her... I really do love her... ,but she's gone... I can't find any more love inside of me to share with anyone........ I'm so sad... ,but my pain will end soon...





I love you sas... I love you guys... please if anyone see this don't do what I'm doing...

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