my future is void. even my family members criticize me. it's difficult to live life. I'm too young; but there is no hope of a decent future. my mind is either doing one of two things- passing through a million and one thoughts when i need to focus in school, or in a fog, and i can't even focus. I'm not cut out for my future career, I'm not cut out for human interaction as i am a bad speaker. I'm oversensitive and apathetic all at once, and it is killing me. i am reminded of it everyday. death seems....comforting. well, this morning rant is over. my day is ruined.
via Social Anxiety Forum http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f35/success-is-not-in-my-vocabulary-346001/
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