Iv been living in this town for 4 years for college and I have 1 friend who I only know her because shes my brothers girlfriend, we used to always do things together, even just go for coffee but she got other friends and since then has had no time for me, she does everything with them and only for I contact her I would never hear from her, I even asked her to invite me when shes doing stuff she said she would but never did.
I have a boyfriend here too but hes turning into an *******, things are starting to go down hill with us, he has so many friends and a great social life, I have nobody. I cant break up with him because if I do that leaves me totally alone, I cant deal with the lonliness. Why is it so hard for me to find just 1 genuine person, everybody else has so many friends, why am I such a pathetic looser!
I have a boyfriend here too but hes turning into an *******, things are starting to go down hill with us, he has so many friends and a great social life, I have nobody. I cant break up with him because if I do that leaves me totally alone, I cant deal with the lonliness. Why is it so hard for me to find just 1 genuine person, everybody else has so many friends, why am I such a pathetic looser!
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