tomorrow I am invited to this party of a girl I met awhile ago. I think she only invited me because people I know would be going. I barely know anyone at this party. And I am scared, I mean really scared. They will be dancing and having fun with people they know. Ye I dont know what to do. I get to social places and my mouth feels stupid. Wont talk when I want it to and says stupid things that I dont want to. One of the people I know that are going made a bet on me a year ago that I would agree to date him after talking to me. I said we could date but he completely ignored me after that. He won the bet. I never even kissed him or anything but he spread strange rumors around that I am easy. Ever since then my anxiety doubled from what it already was. I really want to cancel on this party. Because I know I will be humiliated somehow. But my sister is forcing me to go. I cant say no now because its tomorrow! I hope I dont get light headed again and people find out my condition. Do you guys have any ideas? Was I invited for just the conveniance and courtesy and what can I do about this? I always feel out of place, especially if its people I know that will be judgemental towards me.
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