and I haven't slept for more than 24 hours. I'm so exhausted but I can't seem to fall asleep. I have too much on my mind. Too much anger, anxiety, too many depressing thoughts floating around in my head. What doesn't help either is the fact that my stupid neighbor thinks that having a pet rooster, that crows at all hours of the day, is a good idea (but that's another story).
Right now, I literally feel like screaming my lungs out and ripping out all of my hair. I'm frustrated and I can for the life of me figure out why. Just earlier in the night I was okay. Well not okay as in happy, but okay as in my mood was just like my usual depressed baseline mood (if that makes any sense). But as the night went on my mood just got much worse.
I don't know what I'm trying to say.
I apologize, I just really needed to vent. :blank I would talk to my family but they're not exactly the most supportive people on Earth.
Right now, I literally feel like screaming my lungs out and ripping out all of my hair. I'm frustrated and I can for the life of me figure out why. Just earlier in the night I was okay. Well not okay as in happy, but okay as in my mood was just like my usual depressed baseline mood (if that makes any sense). But as the night went on my mood just got much worse.
I don't know what I'm trying to say.
I apologize, I just really needed to vent. :blank I would talk to my family but they're not exactly the most supportive people on Earth.
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