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Well unlike most of the other threads, this is not about getting a girlfriend and stuff, got no problem with that even though i suffer from SA. My problem is my career, education, and getting friends aspect of my life.
Ive been to a community college for 3 semesters, part time, and ive mainly paid for it out of pocket. I find it hard to deal with people in order to get scholarships, grants and stuff. I dont have a problem with the work, make A's when i did go and I dont have the personal motivation to do online courses and dont think id learn as well.
When i get motivated and grt excited about getting my stuff together and going back to school. I just break down, i apply and stuff, get accepted then bam. It hits, i just sit and think about having to go, all those people. I mean, it takes me like an hour to calm myself to go freaken grocery shopping. Sometimes its not so bad, depending on my mood. Then i dont go, its hard and the anxiety thinking about going just cripples me. I dont have any friends where i live, so no one to go with, and ive really only got my girlfriend.
In a few months, i plan on moving to oklahoma city and staying with my brother. I want to try to go back school and i think having a family member helping me would really help me out a lot.
Sry for spelling errors and such, on my phone. Pain in the *** to typr all this on it.
But basically how the hell do people deal with going to school and such little while having SA? It cripples me, so i can only imagin how hard it is for other people who have it worse.
Add some more stuff later but at work and gtg.
Thanks to whoever replys!
Ive been to a community college for 3 semesters, part time, and ive mainly paid for it out of pocket. I find it hard to deal with people in order to get scholarships, grants and stuff. I dont have a problem with the work, make A's when i did go and I dont have the personal motivation to do online courses and dont think id learn as well.
When i get motivated and grt excited about getting my stuff together and going back to school. I just break down, i apply and stuff, get accepted then bam. It hits, i just sit and think about having to go, all those people. I mean, it takes me like an hour to calm myself to go freaken grocery shopping. Sometimes its not so bad, depending on my mood. Then i dont go, its hard and the anxiety thinking about going just cripples me. I dont have any friends where i live, so no one to go with, and ive really only got my girlfriend.
In a few months, i plan on moving to oklahoma city and staying with my brother. I want to try to go back school and i think having a family member helping me would really help me out a lot.
Sry for spelling errors and such, on my phone. Pain in the *** to typr all this on it.
But basically how the hell do people deal with going to school and such little while having SA? It cripples me, so i can only imagin how hard it is for other people who have it worse.
Add some more stuff later but at work and gtg.
Thanks to whoever replys!
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