It seems no matter how amazing something is that happens to me, I still feel empty. Immediately afterwards I feel great, but when I realize no one in the world really cares about my achievements or happiness it just doesn't matter anymore. I won a student Emmy award for my original song and video yesterday and I was so happy until I realized it didn't matter to anyone but me. As long as I have anxiety, I will always feel like something's missing. It makes me wanna give up and just watch TV all day everyday for the rest of my life.
via Social Anxiety Forum http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f35/if-i-had-a-million-dollars-id-still-hate-my-356641/
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