there is nothing I can do to be happy cos im gonna be alone just like every single day of entire life. Old men i saw chatting at the bus stop have more social life than me.....been isolated my entire life so i dont see how i will ever get a gf or have any reason to leave my room. I eat every meal alone even. im far more lonely than a ****ing 70year old is. im totally trapped so its not my fault im stuck like this, im ****ing trapped like this

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DubnRun johalputt Social Anxiety Forum

08:46

I cant post replies to my threads cos I hit the 50limit again.... so in the meantime want to express my annoyance of seeing this MIND.org ad on this site(i know about adblocker)



to me she is smirking at me, and mental health problems are funny to her. My mental state is a joke to her and shes about to burst out laughing then text all her 200 friends about it

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DubnRun johalputt Social Anxiety Forum

07:47

Right now my SA is fine, I can talk to others without feeling anything bad... which is AMAZING for being isolated for years... the problem now is theres no opportunity to progress socially. I'm supposed to just go out alone...?

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DubnRun johalputt Social Anxiety Forum

07:47

I go everyday speaking zero words pretty much every single day and weekend, aside from the occasional yes and no to my mam I dont speak at all. I have no choice, I dont know anybody and have no friends. There is just no way I can suddenly be social because ive put up with years of total deprivation and isolation. I feel really suicidal today, I've had countless breakdowns and been in MH multiple times. nothing can be done, feel like I want to kill myself in a gruesome way but I dont even have the energy to write a note



I made a thread telling myself to stop being a pu5sy but its not like that I live in total deprivation and its a constant extreme pressure on my brain

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DubnRun johalputt Social Anxiety Forum

07:32

I swear everywhere I go everyone smirks at me and looks down on me. Literally everyone looks at me like I'm a piece of ****. I've been told 5 times I can recall I have "beautiful eyes" Not sure thats a good thing cos I must actually look like a **** because everyone, all ages men women, adults children old people, all smirk at me or look down on me like Im an inferior alien. Even trying to mind my own business which is what I always do, I notice peoples eyes on me. Everyone ****ing hates me and judges me and I really don't think its just my perception because people stare. Im sick of this ****. This just adds to my suicidal thoughts.

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DubnRun johalputt Social Anxiety Forum

04:47