I'm not sure this is the right forum , but however i wanted to share my story. :)
Im day dreaming a lot and i find myself into another world where all is different....Today by accident i decided to look for day dreaming in google and i found some topics about maladaptive day dreaming...I felt like i have written that information...
Ive been day dreaming since my childhood , creating imaginory worlds..It actually all started with the books for Harry Potter and then the movies - its like they unlocked my imagination..I would lead whole conversations with different people in my mind...Even nowadays when i decide to watch the movie i catch myself making up new plots again and again - i have to stop every 10 or 15 minutes and start pacing...And music makes me day dream even more .. I usually pace back and forth my room , sometimes pretending to be someone..I move as whatever movements im doing in my day dreams..Sometimes i get angry or start laughing...And its like i live it indeed...
The problem is that i cant control it.The stories go bad too often - i mean i start a story but it goes all wrong , in the wrong direction. ... I feel miserable and i often cry alone because i live through it. This also affects my marks at school but thats another problem..
I just thought if this can be maladaptive day dreaming and if you can share your experience with me..
Im day dreaming a lot and i find myself into another world where all is different....Today by accident i decided to look for day dreaming in google and i found some topics about maladaptive day dreaming...I felt like i have written that information...
Ive been day dreaming since my childhood , creating imaginory worlds..It actually all started with the books for Harry Potter and then the movies - its like they unlocked my imagination..I would lead whole conversations with different people in my mind...Even nowadays when i decide to watch the movie i catch myself making up new plots again and again - i have to stop every 10 or 15 minutes and start pacing...And music makes me day dream even more .. I usually pace back and forth my room , sometimes pretending to be someone..I move as whatever movements im doing in my day dreams..Sometimes i get angry or start laughing...And its like i live it indeed...
The problem is that i cant control it.The stories go bad too often - i mean i start a story but it goes all wrong , in the wrong direction. ... I feel miserable and i often cry alone because i live through it. This also affects my marks at school but thats another problem..
I just thought if this can be maladaptive day dreaming and if you can share your experience with me..
via Social Anxiety Forum http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f33/maladaptive-day-dreaming-310561/
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