Being lonely actually makes me more comfortable...

Seems like I'm still a weirdo even among people with SA. Most people here get sad or depressed because of loneliness. Not me, though. In fact, I even find loneliness more comforting. I don't have to deal with anxiety attacks when I'm alone. I don't have to do things that I absolutely hate like talking, giving a fake smile, and making eye contacts with other people when I'm in my lonesome, and that gives me comfort. Sometimes I even wish that I'd feel depressed for being alone, because that would at least confirm that I still function as a normal human being that longs for companionship. :blank



Am I the only one like this? I know that I probably am.

via Social Anxiety Forum http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f26/being-lonely-actually-makes-me-more-comfortable-268233/