I'm in despair here...
In the past month the relationship with my boyfriend fell apart and we are now no longer speaking.
I was working on getting a full time job and making friends with his friends etc, but now that's all fallen apart and I've had to move back to my home country and into my mum's place again... back to square one.
It feels like I have nothing left. I used to talk to him or see him everday. My future plans were based around being with him. I have no idea where to begin trying to build a new life now.
Where the **** do I start? I don't even know what I want. I wish I was a chatty sociable girl who found it easy to get to know people. I can't believe I've been coming back and forth to this site for so many years and all the time I've been making these small but significant steps of progress I find myself back at the stage of being 17 again.
sorry for pointless venting post :-(
In the past month the relationship with my boyfriend fell apart and we are now no longer speaking.
I was working on getting a full time job and making friends with his friends etc, but now that's all fallen apart and I've had to move back to my home country and into my mum's place again... back to square one.
It feels like I have nothing left. I used to talk to him or see him everday. My future plans were based around being with him. I have no idea where to begin trying to build a new life now.
Where the **** do I start? I don't even know what I want. I wish I was a chatty sociable girl who found it easy to get to know people. I can't believe I've been coming back and forth to this site for so many years and all the time I've been making these small but significant steps of progress I find myself back at the stage of being 17 again.
sorry for pointless venting post :-(
via Social Anxiety Forum http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f35/if-you-have-to-start-all-over-again-where-do-314122/
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