Got the courage to leave my flat & go to the shop to get milk. Felt really paranoid as soon as I left like everyone was looking me me (they obv weren't I'm nothing special) but I just felt like they were. Got to the crossing at the road then I got mega paranoid cos I knew that people were gonna be staring. So I got tense my legs were heavy and felt like I couldn't move my legs properly but I walked then tripped and fell. I wanted to DIE!!! People walking past laughed and I just didn't know what to do but get home asap. I am such a ****ing ****!! So embarrased about it and can't get it out of my head and feel sick thinking about it. So pathetic. Just wanna cry. ):
via Social Anxiety Forum http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f35/embarrassed-myself-so-bad-329241/
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