I am just sick of my life....

I am a 20 year old boy and I am just sick of my life. I have spent three years in my college and never made any friend with whom I can share my feelings. No one ever call or text me. They talk to me only when when there is no one otherwise I am left alone. I choose to be alone sometimes but I do want to hangout. They think I am weak and treat me like useless. I am not good in studies,sports,talking. Also I am a bad looking person and that's what makes me feels sad. I think people only talk to not ugly people. I am not boring and can make you laugh but first you have to be friendly with me and not just using me as a secondary person.



I have a common routine: Wake up,go to college,come back,dinner,listen music,sleep... I am also depressed these days and I don't find life worth living. I just don't show it and try to smile to everyone but they don't care if I don't.



I am just sick of my life,I never had a girlfriend and I know I will be forever alone.





via Social Anxiety Forum http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f26/i-am-just-sick-of-my-life-347777/

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