so do u ever get rid of depression

33 female, i used to be very ambitious, fun to hang out, looked really pretty and now have lost it all in ten years. i could never get over a crush. I feel my personality destroyed with that loss, i have people around me who love me and i love them back but in my heart i never feel good enough. overtime i lost thrills and energy from life, i lost my looks and worse lost my dreams............ i am struggling with my career, i just got a phd degree, and yet i end up here:no

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