OMG, First post.

hey there, world! sad paranoid soul here. I hope someone shares this feeling with me. Everywhere I go, I feel people are looking at me and thinking, "what a loser! he dresses like a tramp! ugh, who would want to talk to him!" and that's why i never talk much in my school or any other social place. I have made only two true friends till now who are the only ones who seem to understand me. Whenever i think about initiating conversation with someone and becoming friends with them, my constantly irritating, introspecting, self conscious mind takes over and i start mumbling and stammering and make myself look like a fool! and that's the first impression that people get about me! and that makes me even more afraid of talking to people or replying. I just dont see myself fitting in any of the so called "teenage cliques". when i look at anyone, my mind instantly tells me that in their mind, they're going, "what a weirdo, dont try to talk to me, im much better than you" even when they're saying nothing!



Why does my mind think so much!?!?

via Social Anxiety Forum http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f25/omg-first-post-385993/