For some reason, I get this constant nagging feeling that I've missed out on life.
I'm 31, and I've never had a real long term relationship with a woman. The most I've ever done is made out with a girl I met about 7 years ago. It was a really good time, but only one day...and I didn't follow through on it because she was only 17 and I felt kind of bad about it so I broke it off.
Also, I've never really had a full time job. The most I've had was part time at libraries. It's been difficult to find work and I've been unemployed for the past several years now. They tell me I'm overqualified because I have a masters degree.
I live with my parents and have maybe three friends I talk to semi-regularly. I'd say my life is pretty good, but theres this feeling of loneliness and failure that doesn't go away, and it could only increase as I get into my mid-30s and then 40s. Like this odd period of 'not quite adulthood but not quite childhood'.
Can any of you guys relate to this?
I'm 31, and I've never had a real long term relationship with a woman. The most I've ever done is made out with a girl I met about 7 years ago. It was a really good time, but only one day...and I didn't follow through on it because she was only 17 and I felt kind of bad about it so I broke it off.
Also, I've never really had a full time job. The most I've had was part time at libraries. It's been difficult to find work and I've been unemployed for the past several years now. They tell me I'm overqualified because I have a masters degree.
I live with my parents and have maybe three friends I talk to semi-regularly. I'd say my life is pretty good, but theres this feeling of loneliness and failure that doesn't go away, and it could only increase as I get into my mid-30s and then 40s. Like this odd period of 'not quite adulthood but not quite childhood'.
Can any of you guys relate to this?
via Social Anxiety Forum http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f35/missed-out-on-life-376585/
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