Well, I've tried to stay away from the internet but it looks like I'm back because I can't find a place to rant and complain in the real world.
So hi ^_^
I've had anxiety problems for awhile, although they came on very suddenly. There I was, a content middle-school student. I was home schooled, but I wasn't lonely and I was always happy. Then BAM! Separation anxiety, school-related anxiety that led through several bouts with depression. This completely irrational fear that everybody hates me, even my own family. I've let friendships slip away because I was worried the people didn't actually like me (I was right in a few cases, but I've also outright rejected legitimate people because I was scared of them.) I have a problem communicating my anxiety, so I usually just sound like complaining, and then I get scared that I'm being annoying again. I've pushed away my dad especially because I can't stand even one iota of pressure from him.
I also have a problem with blindly hating people without knowing them at all. I do that to 90% of the human race.
Anyways, I hope I meet some like-minded people here. Sorry for coming in with a rant.
So hi ^_^
I've had anxiety problems for awhile, although they came on very suddenly. There I was, a content middle-school student. I was home schooled, but I wasn't lonely and I was always happy. Then BAM! Separation anxiety, school-related anxiety that led through several bouts with depression. This completely irrational fear that everybody hates me, even my own family. I've let friendships slip away because I was worried the people didn't actually like me (I was right in a few cases, but I've also outright rejected legitimate people because I was scared of them.) I have a problem communicating my anxiety, so I usually just sound like complaining, and then I get scared that I'm being annoying again. I've pushed away my dad especially because I can't stand even one iota of pressure from him.
I also have a problem with blindly hating people without knowing them at all. I do that to 90% of the human race.
Anyways, I hope I meet some like-minded people here. Sorry for coming in with a rant.
via Social Anxiety Forum http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f25/argh-i-mean-hi-369441/
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