Any one else Crave for more social acceptance and acquaintances

I'm seen as the weirdo I think at my College and in my Art class no one speaks to me and some seem to want nothing to do with me. In the group I hang around with I'm seen as boring but I don't believe I'm boring although I don't think my true personality shows. This made me have a negative view of most of the students at my college but recently I've realised that while other classmates seem to get on well, it's kinda cause they are more accepted, seen as more easier to relate with and are generally just more comfortable. I don't think I deserve to be seen as a weird guy cause it makes ppl approach me differently either in a negative way or a way where they treat me like I have special needs, I just want to be treated like any other human. But I'm probably judged as weird from when I begun college really SA and in my worse mood.



What makes me appear weird is my SA and how I always feel in a serious mood state. I feel I need to chill out more. But I never have any money to just pay for a film or something to chill out too? Any ideas? My mum is always tense as well, sounds helpless, in a negative mood and socially isolates herself, I'm beginning to think that my mum has allowed me to become this SA. Tbh I seriously don't think I would mind moving out.



I think ppl don't look for the most interesting person to hang out with, just ones they feel able to relate to and comfortable around. I feel I need to integrate more into mainstream society or just society really. As well as feeling more accepted I feel being more independent and less clingy would also be gold for me ;)

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